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hilary appeared in this world on 7th march, a fateful tuesday.

hilary is currently having fun stressing out in nanyang girls' high school.

hilary belongs to the class of 202'09, where it is a world of major splitage and muggers.

hilary tries to put in her best in wushu so as not to disappoint herself and others.

hilary has a passion for piano, and she absolutely adores her kawai upright grand piano.

hilary is trying hard to survive french, unfortunately she often loses focus during french.

hilary has an interest in math and science, and hopes to be able to get in to mstp.

hilary is part of nypsl, she finds duties pretty interesting.

hilary loves watching korean drama and korean variety shows, however she often finds it a waste of time but just can't resist the temptation.

hilary enjoys listening to music and doing other stuffs, she has no particular genre she favours though, but she is more inclined to korean songs.

hilary prefers short distance to long distance running, although she's good in neither of them.

hilary hopes to be able to attend dance classes, although she knows it's impossible and moreover, she doesn't even have the talent for dancing.

hilary loves eating, but she tries to control herself from all those tempting junk food.

hilary enjoys sports like tennis, table tennis, basketball, and even swimming, although she hardly has the time to engage in these sports.

hilary is a CD personality, many people think it's very true, but she sometime doubts whether she really is a CD personality.

hilary is currently obssessed in f(x)'s lachata, and this may change anytime.

hilary is very incompetent in the areas of languages, so please pardon her if you spot any grammatical errors, sentence structure or wrong use of words etc. in this profile or in her blogposts.


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    Date: Friday, November 20, 2009
    Time: 3:30 PM
Home Sweet Home

    I'M BACK! xD

    Really fun trip, first immersion I've participated and it's a really memorable one. Nothing bad happened, except one of the days where I fell sick. >< And maybe another day where I emo-ed half the time cause of subject combinations. (Stupid adminstration) I guess I'll just accept it, and give up my passion I've had since primary school.

    I think I'll be quite busy these few days - packing back my stuffs, doing the last few china immersion stuffs, preparing for interview which is round the corner and warming up my stiff fingers. So I'll blog about the trip not that soon, but I'll try to upload the pictures as soon as possible. (Oh yes I took several amusing translation signs, haha look out for that album on facebook soon)

    Met many nice people during the span of the immersion, except for one that really spoils the trip for me, shan't go into details. I hope I'll survive being in the same class with her the coming two years. It's actually only her that makes me not look forward to being in 308. I doubt she'll change for the better, but I hope the rest can see her true colours soon, and not regret it after finding out too late.

    I'll try to develop a new passion, and forget the one I always had, no matter how hard it might be.


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    Date: Monday, November 9, 2009
    Time: 2:02 PM
Leaving is never easy

    So I'll be leaving Singapore in less than 24 hours. Excited yet apprehensive about the trip :/

    I hope nothing gets missing in China.
    I hope nothing goes wrong in China.
    I hope nobody falls sick in China.
    I hope I didn't forget to bring anything.
    I hope I won't do anything wrong or silly in China.
    Most importantly, I hope will come back in one piece.

    Will be back on Thursday, 19th November. During this period of time, I hope everyone won't miss me too much, especially my parents and closest friends. Haha. Though I doubt I'm worth to be missed for. Heh.

    When I'm in China:
    To 202, I'll imagine being on the bus trip with all of you in Malacca when you guys are going there. I'll imagine eating with all of you in Malacca. I'll imagine doing the class book with all of you.

    To my dearest wushu batchmates, I'll imagine going on trainings with all of you during training days. I'll imagine chatting away with all of you. I'll imagine being in awe by wanqing's and qianyi's pro wushu skills. I'll imagine doing jibengong with all of you. I'll imagine moaning about how tired we are from PT with all of you. I'll imagine playing captain's ball with all you.

    To my mum, I'll imagine your noisy hairdryer in the night. I'll imagine you reminding me to wear my retainers. I'll imagine you watching some weird Chinese drama on channel 8/U. I'll imagine you reminding me to switch of my water heater.

    To my dad, I'll imagine you asking for my dirty clothes everyday. I'll imagine you preparing dinner on the table everyday. I'll imagine you washing the clothes every morning. I'll imagine you doing yoga in the morning. I'll imagine you flipping through the newspapers at 9 while watching tv.

    And,

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

    I'm really sad and sorry for leaving on the morning of your special day. Don't miss me too much okay? I'll contact you everyday! Love you! <3

    Haha here's a quote that was being mentioned in a 202 mass convo~
    Michelle): says:
    Hilary, don’t go! I will never be bad again, just don’t go, don’t leave me. Where are the teachers taking you? Huh? Why can’t I follow?! What do I do without you, where do I go?! Hilary please I need you!

    Hahaha!

    Gosh I can imagine my plurk karma dropping like mad.. I predict to about 76.00. Stupid plurk. Why can't they understand people go on holidays?

    Shall end this post with a farewell song! Very touching. A must-listen!


    Translation (Thanks Shichun!)

    If yours is a long one
    You're in it right now
    If you can tolerate it better
    See you all leave here

    Holding you, holding you
    It's in you, river flows in you
    Slowly, more slowly
    The river flows in your heart

    Holding you, holding you
    It's in you, river flowes in you
    Wait, I wait
    I think at the time

    I want to throw my heart towards
    I always feel I can
    If you can tolerate it better
    See you all leave here

    Holding you, holding you
    It's in you, river flows in you
    Slowly, more slowly
    The river flows in your heart

    Holding you, holding you
    It's in you, river flows in you
    Wait, I wait
    I think at the time

    River flows in you ...


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    Date: Sunday, November 8, 2009
    Time: 8:48 PM
Last Week with 202 D:

    Wednesday

    Had netball inter class games! It was pretty fun, surprised by my ability to catch balls and throw them quite accurately since it's been a long time since I've last played any form of ball games, and was expecting myself to be pretty rusty. Playing centre was very fun! Though tiring at the same time. It's really interesting to play the same position my mum was in. (Apparently my mum was so good in centre position that her teammates would always ask her to be the centre) Haha. I worked well with Ling An surprisingly too, was quite hesistant to be in the same position as her at first. I guess it was fun overall. Oh yes, the band's playing of this really sad but patriotic song was quite.. timely? They played it when one of 212's player's shoe's sole came off and had to be replaced. Really timely.

    Oh and the free milos! They asked us to pose pictures for the YOG, which was quite random lol.

    Went to 8Q museum for some FOA activities, and I was very impressed! I must say I've kinda fallen in love with contemporary art pieces after this trip. And I think it's way better than visiting Asian Civilisation Museum or National Museum haha! The artworks done by the four people were really fascinating, except for one which I found quite boring and ermm.. not much effort put in.

    Really loved that black and white room. The portrait being cut into quarter, TV being cut into half and still functioning properly. Everything black and white, even the fake plant and the milo tin. And the calendar dating back to the 90s. The hidden skeleton. Some Russia symbol as a tessalation (is this how you spell it?) for the flooring. Really cool. And the corridoor filled with papers giving a claustrophic atmosphere is very unique. Oh and I love that Singapore river water thing, especially that very big and empty room with a ladder and a whole tube of water. Really look like some sort of horrror movie where the chemicals in the tube are used to kill people.

    Stayed back after school for drama rehearsals. Tried out a new publicity but didn't gain favour from the majority unfortunately. Well I must say the original original one is indeed the best. The video Chermaine put on Facebook was really cool. Went to tienhsia after that. Got five breads from breadou for souvenirs for the China people.

    Thursday

    FOA in the morning! No offense to anybody, but I found the first performance - NYCB the best. I really love the first song, that super sad but patriotic one. Haha. For modern dance, I found it a little too abstract, I would have preferred one more like Apologise. For chinese dance, it was too... relaxing, watching it really made me want to sleep. Haha. Guzheng. sorry but jay chou songs really don't appeal to me, though I enjoyed watching his movie 'Secret' very much. String ensemble was quite nice, but gave a kinda gentle feeling, the instruments are strings after all. So it didn't quite appeal to me, though I really enjoyed the part where the conductor showed us how he can 'control' the ensemble, and inviting people to conduct was really cool! I would have volunteered to but I'm too scared to haha. I think conducting is really cool! (My personal opinion here) Hmm... I think I haven't comment about Chinese Orchestra? Well, the gong was really distracting. And LOUD. Like BOOMZ! They should seriously reduce it to one, and not three incredibly loud ones haha, though there might be a purpose of having three gongs.

    Watched Howl's Moving Castle afterwards. Quite enjoyed it, though I'm not the manga-inclined sort of person. I doubt I'll go purposely watch any mangas after this though. I'm really not used to the manga world. The storyline of the movie was unique, though it was TOO CHEEZY GOSH! IT'S WAY CHEEZIER THAN ANY KOREAN DRAMA. I totally couldn't stand the cheeziness. Moreover the lecture theatre was practically freezing, and I didn't have a jacket, adding on to the coldness. Was so cold (most people were too) that walking to the auditorium was so hard. And I was practically shivering and my teeth were chattering in the audi. Gosh. I hope I don't get this feeling in China, else I'll just die.

    Hm.. is it called 'cheezy'? Anyway you get my point.

    DRAMA FEST SHOWCASE AFTER THAT! Goobled up my dinner like mad. I didn't know why I was feeling quite sad and un-enthu in the changing room. Sorry YY if I affected your emotional well being somehow, I didn't mean to. I just felt damn irritated and sad suddenly in the changing room. But anyways, I tried to be hyper after that! xD And I guess it was kinda successful? Haha.

    WE ROCKED THE STAGE 202!

    And when they announce the best play, gosh why did they have to show our poster even before announcing the first place? Totally brought our hopes up. If they hadn't showed it before, I think we would have screamed louder. Much louder. Haha and Iffy's mum was great! Very supportive parent ^^ My Dad videoed our performance, but cause there was something wrong with the video camera, there was some buzzing sound in the background at some parts, so I'm not going to upload on Youtube or Facebook. ><

    Friday

    Level closure. Was doing gee with several people outside the auditorium. Really fun. I'm pissed. Pissed by how much time the sec ones ate into our level closure. Seriously, do they need THAT long to close their level? They are only SEC ONES! And will still have the same classmates next year. WHEREAS WE POOR SEC TWOS ARE LEAVING EACH OTHER ALREADY! AND WE CAN'T GET A PROPER FULL LEVEL CLOSURE THANKS TO SEC ONES. How unfair is it? Frankly speaking, sec ones don't even need a level closure, maybe just a speech by their level director will do. I felt really bad for the rest of the class who were unable to show their montage. It's really sad for them okay. Gosh I can't help but to feel irritated with the sec ones.

    And there was some VVIP briefing. No comments about it. Will be dangerous to talk about it here.

    Had class party with the food we got for prizes from drama fest after school. Really fun! Stayed back with YY, Shichun, Ellen, Jiale, Klara and Cheryl to take really crazy photos. Haha.

    Stayed even later for Sec 4 Graduation. Didn't do much, just stood around for a very long time. Went down to join other PSLs and had a VERY entertaining conversations. Haha. Food was nice! Gosh those chocolate eclairs <3

    Saturday

    Slept for 14 hours. Must have been really tired. Since I have been reaching home past 9pm from wednesday to friday, and sleeping past 12 midnight during that span of time. Apparently in the afternoon. one of my neighbour was tuning her piano and it was super noisy even my parents who were awake could not stand it. My mum thought it was my alarm clock at first. And guess what? I slept through the whole piano tuning witout knowing a thing about it. Haha.

    Skipped breakfast and lunch that day, but had a HUGE dinner. Ate at Cafe Cartel at IMM. Had some porky set. Which consisted of three HUGE pieces of pork chops. Gosh ate till I almost died. And there was free flow of bread! Very yummy bread! Except that you had to chiong like mad to get bread. Cause it runs out VERY fast, and they take a while to replenish it. Quite sad. They should improve this so that people don't have to watch out for the waiter with the breads like some eagle watching out for its prey.

    Today

    Nothing much. Finished watching Jay Chou's Secret movie. Enjoyed it, though the interesting part only comes nearing the end half. The front half was kinda draggy at first. I found the plot interesting. And I absolutely love the piano duet and battle~ Gosh it'll take forever till I can play like them.

    And yay Cherie started to watch You're Beautiful! Oh gosh I can't believe I have to wait until I come back to watch the next episode of You're Beautiful. I really can't wait!!!

    I've decided that even if next year, I end up in a non-special class, and have no special programmes or whatsover, I'll accept them and not moan like some people as if their world has collapsed. Even if I don't get into MSTP, even if I don't get into SMP, even if I don't get the SAP scholarhip, I will still live my life and continue to be who I am.

    However I really hate the feeling of inferiority. It's sometimes quite unfair to see someone having everything. Everything that you wish to have. Well. I guess this is just reality.

    I shall be satisfied with whatever I have,
    I will accept whatever I have,
    Even if what I have is nothing.


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    Date: Tuesday, November 3, 2009
    Time: 8:46 PM
Sentosa Outing with 202

    Kinda sorry for my super dead tagbox >< Only Shichun tagged since my last post! Makes me un-motivated to continue blogging you know. Or maybe I should seriously consider moving to LJ. Hmm..

    Sunday
    Went to Ellen's house for drama rehearsals. Met up with Shichun and Yueling in Westmall before heading to her house. Saw Kailin, Melissa and Kahmin on the way there. Got Subway cookies, wow they are a bit too sweet and I took practically forever to finish them. Got bubble tea too!

    Went to Ellen's condo's function room (LOL so many 's) Doing the new scene was quite fun, especially almost scaring the security guard outside. Good suggestions were given by several people, though I personally feel that some people should concentrate more and not be overconfident of their abilities when they are far from them. And honestly, if this overconfidence thing goes on, I have a really bad feeling for the finals and might even regret inviting my parents to watch.

    So please, 202, you can do it, but being complacent won't help at all. And might make things worse. (I know I'm not in the place to say this, after all i'm just a mere extra character, but I really feel a need to voice out things, after all as many has repeatedly said 'It's our last project of the year.')

    Monday
    Got back our overall marks and all that, and I am very disappointed. I guess it's quite evident. Deteriorated quite a bit from last year, and I'm still pissed by the double weightage of LA (sorry LA-lovers). Never mind, I'm looking on the brighter side, cause in upper sec MATH will be the double weightage subject. YAY~

    Had several briefings about sec three SIAs. Gosh the chinese looks super cheem lah, I think I'll just get so overwhelmed by the chinese difficulty. Math look quite cool, though I couldn't understand most of the presentation cause i was very sleepy then. I'm really looking forward to SMP, though I know lots of time and commitment is needed. I guess I'll have to start controlling my kpop stuffs on the internet, do more productive stuffs, be more serious in sec three. Frankly speaking, I think sec two is my slackiest year, and sec one was my most hardworking year, while to most people, it's the other way round, guess i'm on the disadvantage this year eh? Especially when it's a crucial year. I do regret wasting so much time on the computer, but i have to blame kpop, blame youtube, blame mysoju, blame blogger, blame restaurant city, blame msn blame myself, and only myself.

    Went for my flu jab for China trip. (Gosh I keep typing 'jab' as 'jap') The doctor is super amusing lah! Cause I was wondering when she was going to inject me, hence I was looking around. So I think she thought I was scared, and asked if I wanted to lie down. LOL! The pain was bearable, it peaked when the vaccine fluid was inserted in the body, and not when the needle was placed in or taken out. And surprisingly I didn't have any blood or scar after the vaccine! Haha! My left arm feels quite senstitive now, and hurts quite a bit when there's pressure on the arm.

    Today
    SENTOSA~!


    Wanted to take this picture cause of the nice clouds, trees and sand, but cause it was very bright then and I was not able to see my handphone screen clearly, I did not notice the blue truck in the picture. It totally spoilt the beautiful picture lah!

    Was in a totally-high-and-wanting-to-take-photos mood with ellen, and took several jumpshots, backshots, shadow shots, bodyshots (Okay let's stop all those -shots haha) Soon we were taking off our shoes and running in water, and joined the class in creating our geography-related sandcastle. Oh yes I forgot about the food, haha I love the ice lemon tea Shuyi and Jiale made. And all the sandwiches, especially iffy's nuts haha!

    Games organised seemed fun, but it was kinda screwed. Cause most of the time whoever who gets the spade first lost, that means whoever who gave in first lost. Not sure if the classes had fun or were just feeling sian about it, but apparently the other half of the cohort didn't experience that much fun either. Though I would love it if there was a switch in games, cause I know a lot more people in the bottom half of the cohort than the top half. Haha.

    Sandcastle competition! Our class had some foundation cause we built our own sandcastle earlier without knowing there was even a sandcaslte competion in the first place. Totally love our volcano, mountain, linear settlement, ox-bow lake, tributaries, dam, meander, floodplain (oh no did I miss out anything else?)


    Part of our incompleted sandcastle! I did not take much pictures today though. All of them are with YY!


    The 202 I created with the help of some others using this round circular scoop which I suppose is a broken spade. There are 30 scoops in all, making it 202. Like what Klara said "202 is made out of 30 people. Not more not less." Though I really wonder if she really means it deep down.

    Mrs Amy seemed touched by our masterpiece! And I love it when the water flows down, fascinating really. Oh yes I almost forgot to mention something. There was this couple that stripped to their shorts and bikini and sun-tanned right in front of ~420 14 year old girls. We were practically crowding around the sea, and I guess it only takes a blind to not notice that we are not there. And those two people just continued with their romantic sun-tanning, not caring if they were polluting our minds. Shameless, aren't they? Moreover, when they got up to go to the sea, it was really disgusting how the girl could not pull up her panties properly, instead of openly showing ~420 14 year old girls her buttcrack?! It was such an eye-sore you know!

    Headed back to school in the afternoon. Was totally tanned and everything. The weather was just so HOT! Oh yes and we had a glimpse of the future universal studios~ Still under construction though.


    The roller coaster! Beautiful isn't it? Haha! Can't wait to take it! Though it might not be comparable to those in Orlando.

    Had some briefing about suzhou and interviews after school. Gosh I'm really looking forward to suzhou! It really looks interesting~ But I still can't believe this fact.. I'LL BE LEAVING IN THE MORNING OF MY MOTHER'S BIRTHDAY! So sad right?!?!

    Shall end of this post with the tan line I got on my arm from the Sentosa outing. Hope it won't be obvious in my hongzi.


    Yes I know my arms are huge, no need to comment about the size, just comment about the colour! xD

    On the surface, we seem better than before; but on the inside, everything is actually getting worse.


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    Date: Saturday, October 31, 2009
    Time: 11:33 AM
Dreamchild

    Ok I don't know why recently i've been quite irritated with my no-capital-letters-in-the-beginning-of-the-centre post. So i shall try using the shift more often. I think it looks way better now that i type these out.

    I shall try remembering what happened the past week, though this post might lack details since so many crazy things have happened during this period of time.

    Monday
    Had drama rehearsal in the afternoon. Really sorry for not bringing my costumes, cause i had no idea it was a full dress. After drama was high-ing with Yueling and singing all sorts of korean songs on the top of our voices on the way to venezia with Shichun, Wanli, Ellen and Jiale. (Haha it's weird to type people's names out in the 'proper' format) Ate the creamy pasta or whatever it's called. and it's damn nice!! super creamy and warm and cheesy and everything haha. But it's quite costly though. Got ice cream too, belgium chocolate and cookies and cream if I remembered correctly. Quite the normal pick though, should be more adventurous next time.

    Tuesday
    Got back scripts. That day's paper I received was the worse few papers I had. Very disappointed after it.

    Wednesday
    More papers, a lot happier this time round. Quite glad that I didn't make much careless mistakes in Paper 2 since I did not even check it once thanks to the stupid congruent triangles where the answers was right in front of me. Hmph. Then had full dress rehearsals, which was very disappointing since we only could do first and last scene. Went for tienhsia and did some chengyu thing which was quite fun haha.

    Thursday
    Gosh performance day~ Was VERY impressed by the four children, they really did a fantastic job. Apparently many people love our publicity. Haha. Saying that it was very syncro, really a pleasant surprise for me, I totally didn't expect so many people to love it that much haha. Results were totally drama. I was surprised that we got lightings design award, and was very happy that we had the best ensemble award!

    And then the announcement, gosh so nerve-racking. When the first two classes announced were neither 202 nor 213, I completely lost hopes there and then. I was 99.9 percent sure that 213 will get in, and just started tearing - I really don't know why too. Oh yes, Nick Ng mentioning 'Dreamchild' really sounded like '312' lah! Haha and I think our class took quite a while to react haha. So when it was our class being announced, I thought it was Dreamchild again gosh, and then the whole class was practically screaming their head of. (Okay maybe not the whole class but a handful). Tears just started streaming out. I was really embarrassed, not sure if I was happy or sad. Haha. But I still felt really bad for 213, good thing they got in finals through audience choice, though there may be a slim chance I'll get to watch their play for the first time. Screamed that day till swallowing my saliva hurt.

    Friday
    Had some kickboxing session which was quite amusing. Sandwich making was kinda fun too. I've learnt that it's difficult to cut cucumbers and tomatoes. And yay to 202 for getting best cheering class and third for rope skipping competition! Had China briefing which sounds real fun. Left earlier to help out in Sec 4 Graduation. Valerie and I totally wasted our time stoning when Mr Tan only briefed us for like what.. one minute? Was quite irritated.

    Watched Group B's Drama Fest. Enjoyed it! Shall try commenting on some class's play, those that left impression on me.

    211: Really entertaining, and yes I agree they had the best sets, and office politics was an eye-opener for me. Had a great time laughing during this play. Good acting too.
    212: Was really looking forward to this play, ever since seeing wanqing's costumes before full dress rehearsals. I did not have high expectations for this play, and was prepared to be entertained by it. And I was not disappointed. I'm like totally in love with wanqing's banging on the table, and her wailing at the end. It's amazing how she can wail without shrieking into some high pitch sound. Seriously amazing. The costumes were creative in a way, though it was kinda like OM sometimes. Oh and I totally love wanqing's '..fell for a guy!!.' Haha. Plot was very suitable for a Korean Royal Family, though I felt that they should do away with the suju names (sorry suju fans). Cause it sounds really awkward and unoriginal. Enjoyed it overall.
    205: I didn't really quite get everything, guess it takes some thinking to fully understand the play. As it was right after 212's play, maybe I was not able to pay attention to this play, since the atmosphere is totally different from 212's, haha.
    207: I love the director! Haha. And the mental patients acted really well. Congrats Shanna for getting best actress! I think she deserves it! Great acting, especially the fall that really made me go 'omg'. Rachel acted well too. And i love the 首尾呼应 haha. Though looking at the program booklet I did not quite get if Jasmine's name 'Heaven' refers to Heaven or it's just a name. I guess it's the latter.

    Unexpectedly less people turned out for this than on Thursday. YAY 202 tickets on Thursday! Cool huh? Though when the results were announced, it doesn't seem as drama as how 202 was on Thursday. Haha.

    Then had parents china briefing. Damn fun to act as waitresses, serving bread and drinks. Haha.

    Today
    Went for theory exams. Totally did not prepare for it, just skimmed through my guide book. And did not make any attempt to memorise any terms. And guess what? Good thing I didn't waste my time memorising! Cause all the terms that came out was those that i know! 'Con moto' and 'Allegro grazioso' Simple eh? Finished very early, and I guess the invigilator knew I finished already and said we could leave earlier haha. Checked three times, let some small kids leave first and proceeded to hand in my paper. Happy with it overall, did not have any hard questions.

    Will be going to neighbour's house later to see how she makes kimchi! And zomg my mum has free The Face Shop face masks sample. SIX in all gosh!

    Hmm.. so is it better if I continue typing properly, or in that all small letters post??

    Go Dreamchild! Go 2♥2!


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    Date: Sunday, October 25, 2009
    Time: 3:32 PM
mass convos

    first thing is i can't believe i forgot to blog about what the group of us did AFTER eating. haha. aiyah we just walked around. went kinokuniya. jiale going crazy over the mj autobiography, and ellen bought her book. then we went bhg in bugis junction to try dresses! LOL! i think the shop person was quite irritated with us. cause we took one whole fitting room out of two for a damn long time haha. tube dresses sucks. period.

    so on thursday.. had drama rehearsal! and lol the way they asked me to help publicity.. was so exaggerated. haha. but it's pretty cool~ drama rehearsal was not bad! both thursday's and friday's. with the lights was way cooler though. so we went to have class lunch in macs.. didn't really feel like one since we couldn't sit together. sitting arrangement was kinda expected haha.

    friday's class lunch was way cool-er! sitting on the stairs as a class was AWESOME! haha! :D absolutely love it~ and filling up the public bus was amazing too~

    eh so on friday night and saturday night were mass convos. crazy mass convo. first one was psl exco mass convo with like eight people, second one is 202 mass convo with five people. five crazily high people including myself. so for psl exco i didn't know what was going on, since i didn't go for camp, and there were weird people high-ing. 202 was way more epic. since i understood haha.

    so it kinda started with the topic of whether ms teng and mr tiong was pei? shichun me and michelle disagreed, only melissa was the weird one who felt that they were pei. but the reason why michelle and shichun felt that they were not pei was cause of a special reason. whereas mine is purely cause THEY ARE REALLY NOT PEI. oh and melissa's reason as to why they are pei is to make michelle and shichun irritated. actually i have no idea who came out with this idea in the first place.

    so we came up with reasons why they were not pei. and mostly me and michelle agreed with them. but shichun disagreed. ironic right? cause the reasons are mostly comparing their difference.. and it's like describing how cool ms teng is and how mr tiong is the direct opposite. haha. and then when shichun gave us the url to mr tiong's facebook, where this sentence appeared, 'John has no friends.' that totally made all of us laugh like mad, with melissa's repeated laughing wink contributing to the laughter. and i was laughing like mad. till i had stomach cramps. then i went to find ms teng's facebook, and 'Gloria has 482 friends.' THAT MADE US LAUGH EVEN HARDER! haha. epic man! and shichun was so sad. blaming me for being a sadist and not wanting to talk to me anymore wahaha. and exploring more winks made us laugh even harder. has been a long time since i laugh THAT hard.

    super epic mass convo lah. i totally abandoned my snsd's variety show to laugh like crazy in this convo haha. LOVE THE CONVO! talked like until 1am! cool huh! except that shuyi and shuning were totally inactive in the convo haha. and woohoo the nicknames~~ i love mine~


    sulli's mistake is SO CUTE! it's during amber's rap in the end. cause they cut out the extra chorus, and sulli forgot about it and danced the original dance chorus instead of the special amber's rap dance chorus hahaha! and she realised it when it was coming to the end of the chorus! damn cute~


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    Date: Thursday, October 22, 2009
    Time: 8:41 AM
i hate falling sick

    i feel weird waking up so early today. maybe cause i'm sick so i can't sleep as much? hmm weird logic. yesterday i had sore throat+flu+mild fever of 37.7 degrees. gahh. it was unbearable. especially during tuition. and with all those cheem chinese words flowing into my brain, making matters worse. but surprisingly despite tikaming majority of the zong he tian kong, i got two wrongs only zomg! how i wish i got this for eoys.

    oh and i'm supposed to be in psl camp now. gahh. can't bring myself to go cause of my current state now. even my voice sounds weird. i'm half wanting to go for camp and half not wanting. weird huh. and i supposed now they are in city running around haha.

    speaking about psl camp, i remember last year i was sick during camp too. horrible experience. had a red nose throughout the camp. and used countless of tissues. almost died. so i guess i don't wish to have the same experience. oh right and i noticed i fall sick right after eoys. how coincidental right?

    hmm so comments about the various subjects paper.

    LA: okay i guess. i kinda like reading the compre. haha. but all my ok lang arts paper always turn pretty screwed, so yah.
    chinese: enjoyed doing the first paper! paper 2 was eh.. okay larh. thought the first part had some mistakes
    math paper 2: i found it manageable. made a very very stupid mistake. go to my lj to find out more.
    history: stoned at essay questions for a while. sbq realiability was rather fun to do. and those 16 definitions and examples i memorised totally didn't come out!! waste my time larh!
    science: i think i have about 4 mcq mistakes already. oh and for the STIs right, i had no idea if it's gnorrhoea or syphillis. so i wrote syphillis, then after the first round of checking cancelled it to gnorrhoea. and when teacher said there was one more min left, i cancelled it back to syphillis. lol right.
    geog: it was pretty okay, chose the fourth question cause i didn't memorise anything about natural veg. and i hate the topic. and i'm damn happy that they didnt' give us some long turny road and we have to so tediously use a string to measure.
    math paper 1: finished it super fast cause i was having flu and would naturally chiong in whatever i did. checked the paper like three times. and a calculator was provided right in front of us to check our answers =.= hope i don't make any stupid careless mistake like before.

    okay here are the list of what i want to do after eoys. i saved it on my computer during eoys cause i know that i will completely forget what i want to do after eoys. and it really happened. the fact that eoys are over hasn't really sink in.

    WHAT TO DO AFTER EOYS.

    1. the very first must-do. mug for piano theory exam
    2. find a way to watch harry potter and the half blood prince (yah i haven't watch it since dunno when)
    3. download all necessary album arts to paste them to each music i have in my windows media player
    4. finish watching it started with a kiss (stopped at episode 15)
    5. watch love or bread (joe cheng + ariel lin!)
    6. watch the vineyard man (yoon eun hye!)
    7. master yiruma's kiss the rain and debussy's clair de lune (only able to sight-read them for the past months ><)
    8. read jodi picoult's my sister's keeper
    9. upload a youtube video
    10. learn how to make a unique livejournal skin (is it even possible in the first place?)
    11. find out what chemotherapy really does
    12. use weights everyday while watching dramas to strengthen arms
    13. try do sit ups regularly to have some abs if possible (yoona!)
    14. try to lose 1kg? idk?
    15. shop for more clothes!
    16. try to find surgery videos to watch to ensure that i'm immune to them and won't freak out when watching a surgery so i won't freak out if i become a doctor okay do i make sense here
    17. oh yes and try to start learning korean!
    18. maybe brush up my rapidly deteriorating french thanks to someone?
    19. play my kinda abandoned violin at least once~
    20. mug sec three subjects, wait i don't even know what topics we are going to learn
    21. play table tennis at least once!
    22. play tennis with parents every weekend~
    23. GAIN LOTS OF GOURMET POINTS AND INGREDIENTS IN RESTAURANT CITY.
    24. buy dbsk endorsed drinks from solmart asap.
    25. learn how to play alligator crawl
    26. make wushu batch facebook quiz~

    yah that's about it. :D

    okay now what happened after math paper. went to seoul garden with yueling, shumin, ellen, jiale and iffera. such a long time since i've been there!! and i never knew eating could be so hilarious with these bunch of people. so here are some funny convos, hopefully i remembered correctly.

    shumin: iffera eat some meat!!!!
    iffera: nononono!!! i need fibre! i haven't been able to shit properly the past week!

    yueling: *holding a freking long piece of something* who want fat??
    everyone: *stare in shock*

    iffera: *randomnly* prunes suck mann!

    shumin: *gives yet another piece of meat to ellen*
    ellen: i don't want meat!! i have a lot already!
    me: *receives meat without complaining*

    yueling: *points to sweetcorn* SWEETCORN!!! ahh i'm damn full!

    and jiale is basically the one who drinks lots of soup till the whole jar of soup is finished, and gives all the meat to yueling.

    iffera is the funniest lah. seriously. and yueling laughs in a sorry sorry dance manner lol. so in the end we concluded that:

    yueling is the glutton (as usual)
    iffera is the prune-hater
    jiale is the soup-er
    shumin is the ahma who cooks and gives meat
    ellen is the meat don't-want-er
    hilary is the meat want-er

    hahaha. oh and we fried ice cream thanks to yueling's idea! damn cool lah! but the hot oil splashing out is seriously scary. ellen and i got seriously freaked out by it.

    and i ate like three quaters of a plate of meat in all wahahahaha! half+one quater!

    love the meat in seoul garden~ oh and iffera only ate like one piece of meat? and lots of pau? lol??

    okay so now my flu seems okay liao. and my head doesn't hurt as much. but my throat still feels sore. and i believe my voice is still weird. great. drama later. hopefully nothing crazy will erupt. and hopefully people can pardon my still weird voice.


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    Date: Tuesday, September 29, 2009
    Time: 4:49 PM
“The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure.”

    ON A HIATUS TILL AFTER EOYS~
    yes i'm going to mug like mad, so do you too. :D

    and i shall rant about the various subject papers-
    language arts: omg mad.. a composition and literary response in two hours?! GOSH! and since when have we last written a compo? last year?? and no more romeo and juliet BLEH!
    chinese: ahh cannot mug for this one liao.. it's like all down to luck for chinese? so hope i'm lucky lor..
    math and science: cannot CANNOT screw up these two papers. especially if i'm going to screw it up by not reading the instructions and leaving one whole question or more blank. if that happens, i'll really go bang my head on the wall.
    history: history is pure madness. three SBQs and two essays and several structured question in one and a half hour?! shall remember to give my hand a good massage and spa before history.
    geography: i think this one will be hard.. hope i'll still do okay lah.
    french: HECK CARE. pass 60% can liaos.

    everyone jiayous too~ wahaha totally looking forward to end of eoys.. malacca trip, PSL camp, TRAININGS=batchies <3, slacking=more dramas~, maybe a possible video of me dancing to various kpop choruses, piano-ing like crazy, oh yes not to forget mugging for grade five theory gahh.

    study hard, play hard! :D

    i'll be considering to move to livejournal, cause i love the way you can lock specific posts. though i won't move that soon yet.

    “Procrastination is like a credit card: it's a lot of fun until you get the bill.” - Christopher Parker

    “Success is doing ordinary things extraordinarily well.” - Winston Churchill

    i love motivational quotes. and i think i've said this before. but it never fails to keep my spirits up reading them once in a while. go here for more quotations: http://thinkexist.com/quotations/

    sorry people, tag replies will be pushed till after eoys, though it may be too late liao.


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