today ISN'T a good day for me. was angry at three things: friends, coach and family. and usually i don't get pissed over these, trust me i'm not pms-ing now. but today i was really agitated, and couldn't stand it and poured my heart to esther :D. love my batchmate! and we always think alike, that's even better!

i won't talk much about friendship issues, since it's a rather sensitive one. ahh well, all i can say is that if you want to talk bad about me, don't do it right in front of my face. it's like so.... mean. actually i don't mind you talking bad about me, but not when it's so obvious and within my hearing distance right?!?! and when you say sorry, do you actually mean it? i doubt so. you say sorry ONCE, and go straight bitching about me, like wth. i bitch about people too, i must admit, but i do not do it in their faces, nor do i say sorry and bitch the second after that.

history was the 'tab' key issue. geog mrs amy scolded us for 15 min, lang arts was quite fun reading the articles ^^. and when mdm oehlers knew that charissa was absent she said, "charissa hyperventilated herself to sickness!" LOLS! cause charissa went quite mad when receiving lang arts block test paper. and she practically hyperventilated LOLS!

and during lunch iffera introduced me to diner dash lols! and the first time i tried playing it was a failure, there were like so many customers pissed at me and iffera, qiuhao and cheryl were like telling me to 'drag this customer there' or 'serve that customer' or 'clear up the table' HAHA~! quite stressful but fun game. got better during the second try though :D

ivp draft was okay. kinda boring though haha. but one of the expert mentor is quite nice!

wushu. big issue here. i believe a lot of people know that i do look forward to wushu. and when i do, i kinda expect to learn or gain or achieve something from the training. and guess what during that hour i was there, esther and i were practically slacking. we were supposed to teach juniors, but my junior didnt' come, so then after that was to learn jingsai from the senior, but my cudgel senior was in FOA. and in the end we just talked and slacked. i don't understand why he must focus so much on FOA performance, it's not like we are chinese dance or band or something right? we are just wushu, and are we a sport or performing art in the first place? if we are a sport cca just like what the handbook says, why are we required to perform in FOA? i don't mind my cca seniors and batch performing, but he focuses too much on it? like as if it was some national performance!!

and at least give those people who are not performing something to do right? and hello i chose to back out of jiti to let another senior go since the sec threes were rather unhappy with the jiti people, and i did this for the sake of learning jingsai. and what did i get? i became a 'teacher' to juniors and sometimes even got the 'luxury' of slacking. and 'luxury' means i HATE slacking. especially in wushu. well i think esther and i grew a lot since competitions were over. we realised how important it was to focus wushu and do better in each training. and in the end he is focusing on sec ones, and the rest of the people performing in FOA. and those people not performing are mostly sec ones and twos. but secs ones have the privilege of learning their competition moves from us. moreover their moves are a lot more SIMPLER and SHORTER and MORE RELAXING than our jingsai shouldn't we learn it first? never mind. and what's worse is that we just teach and if they don't come slack. like WTH?!?! are we supposed to teach, learn, or both??? forget it, i shall just be a good girl and not complain and listen to what he says.

sorry about my two paras of ranting. and if i don't make sense don't mind me cause i'm just typing what comes into my brain first. and family issues. not that a big problem. but i came home later, cause cca ended later, and unexpectedly my parents were home before me. and then my dad for dunno what reason started 'pms-ing' at me. and guess why? cause last night i used the computer until 12.30am and he found out and was upset with me. and he was going on about cause my exams are over i can use until so late. and i used the computer so late cause i was trying to do something to the virus thing!! i feel really yuan wang.

haiss nvm. i guess today is just my unlucky day. but at the same time i found out that true friends can actually make your bad day into a happier one! :D