joshua ang~ omg he plays piano really really really well kays! according to eleen he plays it like 15 hours a day?!?! OMG! i really admire him for his piano skills. i just keep replaying that video in the previous post! watched it like for more than 10 times! oh yes i must remember to voice record/video it and ask my piano teacher if she knows the name of the piece! haha i was practically asking the whole class to watch the video one by one, and wanli was the last. she's so unfortunate lahs, mdm oehlers caught only her and not the rest! haha paiseh ahh wanli!

2.4.. i admit that i've NEVER trained for it. seriously. the last time i ran 4km was like last december holidays, and the maximum i've really run the past few weeks is 400m (csm heats), i'm feeling really neutral to it, neither looking forward nor dreading it. but somehow i feel motivated after the csm heats last thursday, really don't know why. i guess i'll just give it my best ><

to answer the question whether 202 is a mugger class or not. i personally feel that the answer is a yes. i used to think it was a no, but talking to people, having more interaction with my fellow classmates has led me to think otherwise. yy and i found out that there are actually many types of muggers, just that people don't really notice the categories, grouping all of them as 'muggers'. there are likeable muggers, and not likeable muggers. and there are even some that, even though it looks like they play all day, and always rush homework on the day of the submission date, they may actually be mugging real hard at home. but they hardly tell others that. they are what you call 'closet mugger', a term which i learnt from cherie, and i really like this term.

if you're observant enough, you'll find that actually almost everyone in 202 are muggers, or should i say everyone. it's just that some muggers are nice, while others are obviously not, leading people to think that 'being a mugger' is not good. i beg to differ. i've seen a few muggers, but they do help others when they have questions, and even willing to teach them. i feel that this is quite admirable. i would admit that i myself, am sometimes quite selfish. really. and i may be very mean too, sometimes i even feel that i'm in the unlikeable category of muggers.

speaking along this line, i find myself hiding a lot of feelings these few months. how i project myself may not be what i'm truely like. sometimes i feel like i'm being quite fake, and i really don't like that. i hope i'm not so these days. but at the same time, i kinda find out more about myself by keeping things to myself, like i gradually learn that there's actually a lot of kinds of people i don't like these days. especially after having a good chat with someone recently, i realised that she actually has the same sentiments that i have, and i didn't actually think she would think the same way as i do. and knowing that someone is kinda on your side makes me feel really glad.

well, i guess this is life. people are people, not machines, and no one can be perfect, everyone has some flaw or another that will most probably irritate me. i shan't let myself get affected, since this is just part and parcel of life.