chem was fun! I LOVE CHEM. I LOVE BIO. no comments to physics. thanks to someone that i'm beginning to lose confidence in a subject that i'm supposed to do well in. lang arts was fun too! the outer and inner circle thing, and the forum!

played lettuce couple's we got married during recess. omg i can guarantee at least one-third of 202 were watching it during the olympics part where they sprint 100m, did high jump and played badminton. and like what yueling blogged, even xinyi didn't want us to close the windows. haha. and we were ten minutes late for ICT cause of the video. good thing yueling could control herself to close the window or else we would be later for class.

chinese was okay. assembly was subject combination and mrs amy's michael jackson's tribute. black or white and heal the world are nice songs! and i was totally amazed by the face transformation in the black or white mv. yy said, "... adam lambert.... kris lambert." bernie was stiffling a laughter (i think). and i was like asking yy who kris lambert is three times and yy said kris lambert three times, then after noticing her mistake we three laughed crazily. and lol to larics. "you can google to find the larics." xD

stayed back with cheryl to watch youtube videos before meeting up with joy. and cheryl was warning me about hiding + pic blank when uncle jack comes. i was on alert for a while, but soon forgot. then when we suddenly saw uncle jack locking the back door of our class, cheryl and i pushed back our chair loudly and went under the teacher's table while i pic blank as fast as i could. and that made a lot of noise. and for ten seconds there was silence and we thought we suceeded. then uncle jack suddenly said, "你们不要以为我没有看见你！回家！快点回家!" LOL! we were like.... haha. then we left the class and i looked for joy.

and i really couldn't believe that joy and yy were from the same primary school! and joy and i bought our piano from the same shop in IMM, plus it's the same brand (kawai), same type (upright grand), and both second-hand! and we bought it around the same time! zomg so coincidental rights!! :O plus her parents car is the same model as my mum's car! talked a lot, ranging from lots of categories. tuition was not bad! there are like double the number of people now! with only three students previously - me, regine and a rgs girl.

so on the way home i thought a lot. i dunno why i did in the first place too. and i suddenly really hated myself. and it's quite hard to phrase it out. like it's due to many reasons, mainly because i start comparing myself with people around me. and also because of... just ME. my attitude, behaviour... etc. almost everything you can think about. but surprisingly cca didn't go into the list of what i thought. but now that yy reminded me, i'm kinda starting to think about it too. i honestly think i should secretly learning self-control from yy or something.

why try to be the best when you can't be the best?
why try to reach the impossible when it's impossible?

the greatest enemy is always yourself.