although i ought to be mugging for french oral, quite a lot has been happening today giving me the urge to blog haha.

today's morning weather was fantastic! almost pitch black clouds! and the lights casted on nanyang building is simply spectacular! it's like a huge contrast of sunlight shining on school building from another direction to the dark clouds! there was even a rainbow! and i managed to capture two nice pictures right before pledge-taking haha!


the one with rainbow! quite faint though.. can you see it?


and the contrast i mentioned earlier! COOL RIGHT! ^^

lang arts was compre.. okay lah. ict i was chionging drama prompt copy most of the time, completed my dreamweaver! wahaha i feel like pasting the url here but won't haha.

math.. timed trial. i don't know why but i can't help to like timed trials? haha! it gives me the ci ji gan haha! especially when ms teng said she finished the paper in forty minutes! and it kinda made me set target lol? damn happy when i finished the paper wahah. took about 55 min in all including the graph question at the end wahaha. but accuracy is not guaranteed heh.

then white space, more chionging of prompt script. felt like my eyes were going to burst from staring so closely at the computer screen. and turned out we didn't have to hand in the prompt script at all?! wth lah. waste my $4.80 since the stupid black printer couldn't work. gahh.

and then drama, i won't blame michelle for playing with her itouch in the morning and causing it to have low battery, good thing i found a relatively okay solution to it. what i hate most is, how it seems like the music is screwed due to all my fault! and the way nick ng was asking me to hurry was damn irritating. at least i found something to play the music right? (THANKS JIALE A BUNCH) and moreover it's so pissing how i'm like the major fault maker in my group when i have to freaking chiong the prompt copy, download and listen to dozens of songs, and even make a complete fool of myself finding a solution to play the music. don't you know how freaking pissed and irritated i am? i know i'm selfish, whatever, but i feel like i'm being unappreciated. using a laptop to play the music as a five second solution really made me the fault maker eh? forget, life is unfair, have to accept reality.

then nick ng was so freaking biased. like wth. comment on that group and nothing to the rest of the class? not even jiaying+ellen+jiale's bimbo play? LIKE WTFH! there's no democracy! okay what am i talking about now. never mind that's not the main point.

and then today was the day i cried so badly in front of the whole class since dunno when! okay have i cried before? haha. can't remember! the reason why i cried is known by few, and surprisingly not known to my considerably close friends yet. haha. and it's amazing how people can totally not know or misunderstand the reason why i cry. seems like no one really understand me at all in 202! haha. feels kinda sad, but grateful at the same time, at least i won't feel that sad leaving 202 eh?

to this particular bunch of people, thanks for showing me your true colours, really appreciate it. at least i get to know what you really are like before we all go different class right? and i can't stand how insenstive you guys are. and i supposed up to know you still think i cried cause of that stupid reason. it's not. don't think you know me when you don't.

and another thing. mugger you mentioned eh? i didn't hear it with my own ears, someone told me about it. guess i was too cooped up in crying to hear what you said. mugger eh? what about you. i must have been damn stupid or rather, blind in the past. i honestly can't stand how you try to be in the center of attention, but i guess that's your personality, can't do anything.

this particular drama period has really impacted me a lot i guess. but ah wells next year we'll be in different classes, so i don't really care.

last thing, the worst thing is to see your friend getting unfairly, publicly criticised when it's something they can't do anything about it.

i never knew i was that emotional, guess i've shown my weaker side already.