Listen to my Heartbeat
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
SAP interviews was totally screwed screwed screwed. Like really screwed. I'm not the kind of person who will say that I screw up everything but do well in everything in the end, unlike some, but I seriously felt that it was terribly screwed, judging by the reaction of one of the interviewer. Gosh completely couldn't control my tongue which successfully crapped (too much) throughout the process. Apparently the rest said that my interview was 25-30min long, but the person before me (jermia!), her interview was 15-20min long. Wonder if the longer the interview the worse it is gosh. Fortunately it was conducted two-thirds in English, which relieved me somehow, since I hardly ever converse in Chinese and my spoken Chinese is horrible.
Well, I've concluded it'll be miraculous if I get pass this interview. I would take it as a good experience. I think interviews are thrilling and fun at the same time, after the interview, when you think back of your answers, there's indeed lots of improvement that can be made. Interviews really tests your brain power, makes you think on the spot, and indeed reveals a lot about one's personality. I guess that's why it's one of the most common 'test' in scholarships and job applications.
I'm kind of relieved that it's over. Somehow I get the same feeling as if an exam is over haha. Oh gosh now I really don't know what I want to do. I'm planning to purchase my books next week, and I suddenly have this craving of doing cross stitch (thanks to ellen). But I have no cross stitch materials at all. And thanks to terribly performed interview I didn't feel like reading any books at all. So today was mostly spent watching ISWAK and Chick vs Dick. Really amusing and hilarious to watch.
Hmm since I've nothing really to talk about (I'll blog about China another day.. gosh can't believe I'm procrastinating this kind of thing), I shall tick what I've completed from my after-EOYs-what-to-do checklist since there's slightly more than a month left to end of holidays! D:

1. the very first must-do. mug for piano theory exam

2. find a way to watch harry potter and the half blood prince [WATCHED ON THE PLANE!]

3. download all necessary album arts to paste them to each music i have in my windows media player

4. finish watching it started with a kiss (stopped at episode
15 24)

5. watch love or bread (joe cheng + ariel lin!)

6. watch the vineyard man (yoon eun hye!)

7. master yiruma's kiss the rain and debussy's clair de lune

8. read jodi picoult's my sister's keeper (in progress...)

9. upload a youtube video (oh man dreamchild D:)
10. learn how to make a unique livejournal skin (is it even possible in the first place?) [I'm not going to bother about this]

11. find out what chemotherapy really does [LOL just read wiki!]

12. use weights everyday while watching dramas to strengthen arms [SHIT instead I've been munching on Calbee's hot and spicy chips!]

13. try do sit ups regularly to have some abs if possible [not once at all gosh]

14. try to lose 1kg? idk? [Obviously fail right.. gosh the amount I ate during that 10 days!]

15. shop for more clothes! [AHH I WANT TO GO SHOPPING I NEED SOMEONE TO BRING ME TO BUGIS STREET OR SOMETHING!]

16. try to find surgery videos to watch to ensure that i'm immune to them and won't freak out when watching a surgery so i won't freak out if i become a doctor okay do i make sense here [Haven't made an attempt in searching for them]

17. oh yes and try to start learning korean! [Totally forgot about it! D:]
18. maybe brush up my rapidly deteriorating french thanks to someone? [I know I'll never accomplish this

19. play my kinda abandoned violin at least once~ [Self-reminder to do it tomorrow]
20. mug sec three subjects, wait i don't even know what topics we are going to learn
21. play table tennis at least once! [Ahh no one to play with! Anyone wanna come my house and play with me? I have table tennis bats and balls! I just need PEOPLE!]

22. play tennis with parents every weekend~ [Gosh wake up too late!]

23. GAIN LOTS OF GOURMET POINTS AND INGREDIENTS IN RESTAURANT CITY. [WOOOHOO LEVEL 32~]
24. buy dbsk endorsed drinks from solmart asap. [Impossible to find]

25. learn how to play alligator crawl

26. make wushu batch facebook quiz~ [OMG I HAVE TO DO THIS. MUST DO ONE DAY!]
Okay this is quite 失败. Accomplished only 5/22 so far. D: