no regretting
Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 10:35 PM
Wooohoo~~ Cosmopoli10 was a blast i guess! ^^ Totally love the Invest dance~ though it'll probably be my last time in Nanyang performing a dance, and most probably my last time wearing that yellow blazer+stockings+high heels. Mixed feelings really. Suddenly there's no more morning dance pracs and lunch briefing/rehearsal, that feeling is really weird. Somehow I'll feel less busier now I guess, but it still feels weird.
Gahh everytime I tell that statement to some people, I somehow wonder myself if it's really true. Especially when Wanqing replied, "You don't sound convincing." (or something along that line.) Don't regret, don't regret. Gah cannot regret! But I still somehow feel a tad.. weird, let's just put it that way.
Sometimes I look here, and then there, and here again. And I start comparing. Then I start feeling a bit regretful. Gah. Okay what am I saying lah. But then again even if I did it, it wouldn't have been possible. So yah there's no difference.
Hais I guess tomorrow, inferiority will take place. But ahh wells, shouldn't care about this so much. ACADEMICS IS MORE IMPORTANT. Hmph Hilary don't get distracted.
(Shit lah I wonder if I have split personality)
And for wushu, turned out I've finally made up my mind (hopefully not on impulse). Guess I shall just try my best bah. And yes I'm gaining faith in my xuanzi finally. Not perfect at all but at least it's a vast improvement from the first time I did it on Tuesday.
Oh yes and did I mention CNY jiti performance WAS AWESOME. Zomg. Just watched it today cause moony passed me the disc. Will upload it on youtube soon (hopefully I can use my dad's computer.. it's a lot faster there). Our jiti was really really syncro zomg. I've never expected it to be so syncro lah! Like our usual practice is zzz and CNY was BOOMZ~~ Zomg we must really keep this up all the way till competitions. GOGOGO~
And another thing I just needed to let out. Gahh I feel damn weird during all chinese lessons nowadays. CAUSE MY CLASS IS FILLED WITH SUPER PRO CHINESE PEOPLE. I'm so not used to it. Gosh. Lol now I'm like one of the bottom in class for Chinese. Hahaha! But it's still scary lah, like everytime I always pray that teacher won't call my name/index number cause I can never answer in Chinese so well like almost my whole class does. Like they give perfect Chinese sentence answers and I'll be like.. giving few words answer kind. And half the time I don't know the answer. Great. Nevertheless, 308 is still a really super duper nice class, but just too pro in Chinese.