THIS WILL BE A CRAZY POST.

okay it's tomorrow, whatever.
WHAT TOMORROW? THAT'S LIKE LESS THAN 24 HOURS LEFT!
yah right. okay. hm. whatever i'm going to screw it anyway.
GAH BUT THAT NEW CUDGEL HOW AM I GOING TO DO WITH WEIJIN'S CUDGEL WHEN I'VE NEVER TRIED DOING ZHENG TAO ON CARPET WITH IT BEFORE.
aiyah whatever larh not like i'll get anything.
CANNOT AHH. OUR B DIV SO FAR SO GOOD LIAO MUST AT LEAST CONTRIBUTE SOMETHING!!
yah right can contribute something meh. look at yourself in the mirror. you're just screwed
GAH I KNOW. WHAT DO I DO LARH. IDK EITHER. GAH I'M GOING NUTS.
you can't do anything actually, just wait for the time to come to screw yourself.
GAHHHHHH!! BUT THAT WILL BE SO FREAKING EMBARRASSING.
but you can do anything either to stop that embarrassment!
OKAY I'VE BEEN NEGLECTING ALL KIND OF WORK CAUSE OF THIS.
yah stupid of you to do so when you won't get anything in the end.
OMG YAH. I JUST WASTED DUNNO HOW MUCH TIME FREAKING OUT.
too bad for you.
I SHALL JUST SCREW TOMORROW LARH.
yah, in fact you will.

Okay I swear I'm going nuts. I'm totally heck caring about LA blocks, heck caring about IH blocks, homework that I have. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. I think I should just stop overreacting. BUT I CAN'T. Shoot.

Okay BREATHEEEEEE. Tomorrow will be.. whatever. I'll just lose face in front of all those pro people competiting tomorrow.

Come to think of it, I really can't stand it when people tell me to jiayous (not that I mind them saying it), but i'll feel very 惭愧 for not jiayou-ing in the end.