For the past 2 days I've been watching fellow sanba-ers present their speech, and I really have mixed feelings while watching them. I remember yesterday I felt really nervous not only for the people presenting on the first day, but also watching them present made me nervous. I don't know why either. I've seen people stammering in their speeches, forgetting halfway and requesting for a restart, and it really scares the shit out of me cause I don't want to blank out when it's my turn. But on the other hand, I've seen really fluent speeches with no stammering parts at all, some that really had impactful endings that sent the audience cheering, and some who seem ever so confident when talking. I do hope I'll be like that when the time comes.

I am nervous about the speech, I admit, but I'm not THAT nervous.. YET. I know that everyone who is nervous is just scaring themselves, and I do know that giving a speech to a class, especially MY OWN class, is not that scary at all. What I'm most afraid of is 1) forgetting lines 2) no audience response. My speech is a, I must say, really entertaining one, and I hope people will be entertained :D

Okay I don't know why I'm talking about this :/

This week's PE WAS FUN FUN FUN. First time playing with the netball positions and it's quite an eye opener. Was goal attack cause I had muscleaches so didn't do centre. Well goal attack was fun! Except that in the beginning I didn't know I could go into the semi circle and shoot, which was quite lol. People were shouting at me, like "HILARY GO IN!!" "HILARY SHOOT!!" LOLOL.

And surprisingly I managed to shoot one ball in the hoop! Really unexpected for me!

Wushu trainings on Thursday was horrible, thanks to muscleaches from Tuesday. Flexibility was completely screwed thanks to muscleaches, head can't even touch my knees when touching my toes when I always can in the past. Even xuejiaolian was scolding me for running without bending my legs, cause even slightly bending my legs hurts like crap, and it still does. But fortunately there wasn't any leg PT that day, else I'll just die.

To you: I really don't know what to do. Now you look at me like some kind of stranger and I feel really bad and helpless. And I really don't know exactly what I did wrong that made you so upset, I can only guess randomnly. And it sucks. Flat sucks.