Finally posting cos of Kaixuan! BIRTHDAY GIRL BE HONOURED HAHA. And another reason is cause I'm done with the work I'm supposed to do for the day! Feeling quite accomplished cause usually I'll end up chionging them till 12am or something. SCREW PROCRASTINATION. Finished studying physics pressure and math differentiation for quizzes on thursday (cause I've absolutely no time to study them tomorrow), and french compo before 9.30pm! Plus it's a CCA day so feel quite satisfied with myself.

Guess feeling all useless and crappy and lazy in the afternoon did have an impact on me. Useless.

So... Valentine's Day yesterday was just like any other normal school day luh, with random sweets and chocolates given by friends (THANKS SHICHUN!), and that wave of sadness hitting me at random time of the day.

It's really interesting almost everyone thinks there's nothing wrong with me, like absolutely nothing. Stuffs like smiling to them happily and waving to them when I see them, how I'm finally getting on with my life. Being my usual happy self again Utter. Bullshit.

Even someone told me that I really am a good actress man. Till now, only two people can actually see the sadness in my eyes. Doubt those two will read this.

I guess when I'm with people I'll put that issue at the back of my head, but sometimes when something remind me of it, like items, songs, etc, I'll suddenly become really silent and quiet. Guess nobody noticed that.

I know I really shouldn't let this affect me, but sometimes I really can't help it you know! Like for eg. today Sinlie was pointing out a keychain on my pencil case and saying that she was sure that it was some couple-ly stuff, and teasing if I had one. I honestly didn't know whether I should start blushing or tearing at that moment gosh.

But fortunately I don't think I've been affected academically-wise and CCA-wise. It's just some random moments when I'll fall into deep thoughts and this huge flashback of memories play back in front of my very eyes. I guess this will never ever stop affecting me, so yea, I'll take only the good memories. Keep them save in my heart. Replaying them whenever I think of you.

No point hiding/throwing away stuffs from you, (in fact I'm doing the exact opposite, carrying it with me almost everyday), cause you can destroy the evidence, but you can't destory the memories.

Other than this school has been relatively good. Workload sometimes a lot heavier than other weeks but still can manage nevertheless. Really looking forward to Graces somehow! Armos and Class Parade!! And the nights in chalet with Callie, Yulin and Hsiuyee! Heh all of them have short hair except me! Though I'm not not not looking forward to dressing up and wearing a frigging dress. Though ironically I'm looking forward to shopping with Shichun this Saturday but no I can't imagine myself in a dress. T.T

Oh but talking about dresses with fellow friends is DAMN FUNNY. Especially when we're in an all-girls school and we can be so open about... erm.. more.. how to put it.. private/sensitive stuffs? LIKE CLEAVAGE HAHA. Okay not that I love cleavages .__. in fact the very opposite lol. Like how I big boobs people will definitely have cleavages no matter high tube they wear, and people like me with small boobs can never wear tube cause one they exhale and their ribcage goes inwards the tube will DROP HAHAHHA (Y). And I hate tubes so yea! SMALL BOOBS FTW OKAY. Don't see what's the big deal with big boobs SO DON'T GO TELLING ME HOW YOU THINK BIG BOOBS ARE NICER. Cause seriously. Small. Boobs. Rocks. Period.

AND THEN HIGH HEEL SHOES! Cause of graces recently when my mum goes to any shoe shop I'll just randomnly try on the highest heel I can find and attempt to balance on it stupidly haha. It's fun to try on different high heels! Though I won't buy them luh, not practical. But sometimes I'll feel very paiseh for trying out so many heels especially when there's a salesperson lurking nearby.

LOL okay just ignore my above paragraph, result of being zi-highing when I'm blogging. But yea, graces! Will spam taking pictures hehe! Don't know whether to bring DSLR or digital camera though, cause DSLR will have clearer pics but it's bulkier to carry along.

And speaking about graces eeeek term 1 is coming to an end. Soon. T.T Like the supposedly slackiest term of the week coming to an end. And only 3/4 of Sec 4 left. And 1.5 months to competition. LAST WUSHU COMPS WITH BATCHIES. And maybe last wushu comps in my life if I'm not joining wushu in JC. T.T BATCH'11 JITI WE MUST ROCK ON 1.5 MORE MONTHS.

Speaking about JC I like today's SIL! Really useful for us luh, rather than getting some random speaker to speak about random stuffs which is not necessary applicable in our lives. The presentation makes me interested in SMTP gosh, when at first I wasn't at all though I love Math and Sciences just cause, I think I ain't ZAI enough for SMTP. But aiyaaa why her presentation so good make me so tempted. T.T Then CSC presentation was quite, okay I won't comment. But jiayous to my fellow classmates who are scholars for CSC! Look on the bright side, GET TO GO UK/US MAN! And HP is totally not an option for me. NO SCIENCES YOU WANT ME TO DIE HAHA. And then the council elections video on the 不要吵死人! Omg DAMN GOOD 'IMITATION' (idk what other words to describe it) OF JACK NEO'S VIDEO CLIP HAHA. Whole auditorium bursting into laughter and I was practically clapping like mad and laughing uncontrollably in my seat. Oh and HCJC orientation looks REALLY FUN luh! From all the pics and vids seniors post. ESPECIALLY WAR GAMES OMG. Can unleash my ferocious fighting nature I had in primary school MUAHAHAHA. (I hope this doesn't ruin my image D:)

My new Tumblr URL! In case people are wondering where 7orangeloves went to. x)
Take only good memories
Chose this url cause it just applies to me so much. FYI, it's inpsired by Big Bang's Haru Haru lyrics!
My tumblr is SUPER updated compared to this blog. Like at least 5 reblogs per day compared to.. barely a post every other week haha! So people go there more instead of here cause you'll be disappointed here most of the time heh!