Really, really want to rant to somebody. ): Okay I've ranted to one/two people already, but somehow it doesn't make me feel any less annoyed. I want to rant to YOU, cause you always seem to be able to find the right words to make me better regardless of situation. At times like this I'll start realising how I'm still not used to not talking to you anymore. I'll be so tempted to want to initiate a conversation, but something keeps reminding how you hardly ever initiate a convo with me. In fact the last time was like nearly 3 months ago. Seems like you really don't want to talk to me anymore. And at the same time I shouldn't disturb you just cause of the small little problems I'm feeling.

I don't even know why I'm so annoyed. Annoyed with myself I guess. And I'm annoyed by how I'm blowing this issue up when that person is most probably happily having dinner now. WHY DOES SHE HAVE NO MORAL GOSH. It's like somehow I feel like I've been stupidly taken advantage of. Why didn't I realised earlier, WHY AM I SO KIND. Not like she ever helped me of any sort before.

And how this world is so unfair. Okay not the world is unfair, is people with no morals making everything unfair. Was bloody irritated with this classmate who was doing assignment when the rest of the class were rehearsing for teacher's day concert. I mean it's not like the assignment was due that morning, in fact it's supposed to be done TWO DAYS LATER and I bet most of the class have not started on it. And at least show some respect to the in charge right? What's the harm of just stopping your assignment for a while and participate in the rehearsal? CAN'T FRIGGING STAND THESE KIND OF EPITOME OF SELFISHNESS PEOPLE.

Trying not to let these people affect me, but I don't know why they are. Usually I'm not like this. Maybe because I'm at my all time low now? I don't know I'M NOT LIKE THIS GOSH. Gotta get over it no use HILARY NO USE DWELLING ON THESE CRAP NOT WORTH IT.

I NEED YOU TO RANT TO. ):

Okay ignore that previous statement I'll be independent and deal with it myself. Take it as a learning point I guess, to not let myself get taken advantage of in the future. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I HELPED HER I MUST BE NUTS.

And then at the same time I feel like I'm being to mean and bad having these kind of thoughts. Gah.

Whatever. Life still goes on. Gotta learn to tolerate the presence of these kind of people.