Have been thinking quite a lot about life these few days. Don't you find life just so beautiful, but yet so complicated at the same time? Sometimes it feels as if what we're learning in school now isn't going to help at all in our future lives. :/ Facts, memory work, math problems, essays and essays, do they really help in shaping our lives in the future?

Have you ever wonder how your parents actually end up getting together and married eventually? Somehow being a teenager now, it seems really impossible how two people can understand each other, click so well together to advance to that stage. All the relationship complications I observe around me, how it seems like people are always falling in love with people who don't love them back, how it seems like two people who love each other are just not made to be together. It really make me doubt that one truly have a soulmate in this world. Do you believe in soulmates? Watching dramas, it gives me this very idealistic romantic viewpoint of love, but I know for sure that reality is far from that. So really, how do two people end up marrying? So many people in this world, is it by fate or chance or something else that these two actually meet? And even if they do, what gives them the ability to overcome countless of obstacles, compromises along the way? Maybe I'm too young to know all these, but still, food for thought. Sometimes I wished I was living in a drama, where my whole life is already scripted and planned for me, and most probably it'll be a happy ending. Heh what am I thinking.

"愛情是一種遇見，不能等待也沒有準備"

Love really is one interesting thing. I can spend hours thinking about it, but not getting any solid answers. Oh well, hopefully time will tell.

And another thing, have you ever wondered how life can be so unfair. Some people can work ever so hard to achieve what they want, but fail terribly in the end. While others who are naturally smarter and have smarter genes, studying last minute and still being able to get full marks. It's like sometimes I feel as if no matter how hard I study, I'll always get around the same marks. There's like no motivation for me to push myself, cause somehow in the end my results will always be expected. It's like some people's brains are just wired to function better and more efficiently somehow. :/

Just a food for thought haha. No idea why I'm in such deep reflective mood nowadays. To a point that somebody thought I was emo and wanted to counsel me HAHAHA. Ooops! Nah, I'm still me, no worries. (:

Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes
How do you measure the life of a woman or a man?