Gonna take a break from math. Math is addictive really, it somehow managed to make me more awake LOL! But occasionally it'll make me really lost and irritated with myself and stressed. Like today oh god I don't know what was happening to my brain I couldn't process those sec 3 application of differentiation question, ended up stoning blankly at all the numbers and equations blankly which frightened me to no end, I don't know why. Then somehow started being really panicky and scared for EOYs cause like everyone around me is like already hardcore mugging already. Was totally T.T after math before lunch.

Oh but gosh lunch was EPICCC. Haha bought 2 burgers cause there was IH mass lecture at LT (felt like I was feasting in the LT LOL). AND WOW THE LT WAS FULL LIKE SHIT. Damn epic when I entered I went like O.O WOAAAA. All chairs were filled up, the stairs aisle filled to, right behind the LT filled, space around the mini stage in the front filled too, and apparently people ended up sitting outside the LT cause there was no space. Seriously epicness la! Oh but the IH lecture was super entertaining haha limchowhoon is such a joker!

Okay the main reason why I wanna blog today is about today's LA period. Never felt this irritated this fuming with something so injust before. I mean like we all know our group sequence for the socratic seminar, and obviously the original first group knew that they were going up first, so by logic they should know that today is their day to present and they should have prepared beforehand. And for other groups knowing that they are not the first they can prepare sometime later cause they won't be presenting today! And somehow this group had to go cook up some fuss and somehow the LA rep ended up asking the class for a revote of sequence. Which no one agreed to (well no one put up their hands), but she went ahead with the revotes. This led to another group who knew that they weren't going to present to present today, and it's super duper unfair to them cause they have zero preparation CAUSE THEY DIDN'T KNOW THEY'LL PRESENT TODAY.

And like obviously the first group knew they were going to present first since they were so against going up to present, SO IT'S THEIR RESPONSIBILITY TO PREPARE BEFOREHAND WHAT. I mean obviously you should know that you're presenting today, and even if you don't know, too bad, just take that responsibility and present first, instead of making some group who had no idea they would present to present first. It's like freaking selfish. If I were them and I knew I was supposed to go first but somehow forgot to prepare or something, I'll still go up what. I just can't stand how freaking unreasonable they are, using such stupid reason that they were first in sequence last time cause a lot of people couldn't present as they have LOA, to escape presenting first. I'm not saying presenting first is a big deal or what, but I just can't stand how unfair it is for the group who had to present first (today) after today's redraw. And somehow I think part of the reason the original first group refused to go up is because it's graded and they really care about their marks. .__. SELFISH MUCH OMG.

But at least nigelkaw gave some time for today's group to prepare, though I felt that it was still unfair to them nevertheless, but they pulled it off pretty well really! And I have deep respect for them lah, like they could so calmly go up and just did impromptu socratic seminar, whereas if I were them I'll just be cursing and pointing my middle finger in my heart to the original first group. Especially when nigelkaw was pissed with the class cause this issue took some time to settled, I really respected the first person of today's group who stood up to just proceed with today's seminar. In a way it's also quite good to go first lah, since you can save preparation time at home to mug EOYs and somehow going for a discussion with a knowing-that-I'll-screw-it-so-whatever attitude makes you less nervous (well for me, lol experience from the last panel discussion). But I'm still irritated with the other group.

Okay I don't belong to any of the above group so yep. I'm this 第三者 so don't mind me haha. But I've pretty much chilled already, just that during that period I was quite #*($^*#^*@#. HAHA.

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