The day just before graduation day, just had to blog before the reality that I'm out of Nanyang already dawns on me. D:

GAHHH It's so ironic how I used to be really okay and quite looking forward to JC. Still remember during the dialogue session with Mdm Heng I told her I was quite okay about JC life, that was before EOYS. I honestly really looked forward to changes. But now as we go through JC stuffs briefing, and our days in Nanyang became lesser and lesser (wow now it's just one more day gosh), JC life really, really scares me to no end. Don't know why as I try imagining next year my heart gets really jumpy. D: It's not that I'm afraid of changes, but rather I don't know what kind of changes to expect, and so far all the briefings have been giving me a rather, not-very-nice change to expect.

It feels so surreal that tomorrow, is really, REALLY DA END OF MY FOUR YEARS NANYANG ACADEMIC LIFE. Time passes too fast gosh! Nanyang has made me grown so much, and gave me so many beautiful memories that I doubt words can describe them well enough. All my classmates, teachers, have shaped me to who I am today, 我真的感激不尽. Though we will still see each other in JC, but everything will be so, so different that it kinda scares me. :/ AND IT ALSO FRIGGING SCARES ME THAT NEXT YEAR IS JC ALREADY. I mean like omg now we can't be as child-like, we're one step closer to A levels (OMGWTF), one step closer to being adults. LIKE OMGGGG WHY SO FAST. A levels just scares the shit out of me. RAWRR T.T

I DON'T WANT TOMORROW TO END URGH. CAN'T IMAGINE WHEN I GO HOME TOMORROW SERIOUSLY CANNOT IMAGINE IT AT ALL.

Okay shall stop being so saddddd. Shall blog about the past few days stuffs!

Got back EOYs results, and honestly they weren't quite up to my expectation, except for maybe LA expo which totally made me so proud of myself (HAHA), even reading my own essay makes me feel so smart (TROLOLOL). I guess my expecations for math and sciences are too high le. BUT GOSH TALKING ABOUT MATHS A MILLION F JUST WENT THROUGH MY BRAIN AGAIN LOL. I swear anybody who get my marks will feel like banging their head on the wall. I rather get one mark lower than get this mark. SERIOUSLY. Moreover it happened for both IM1 and IM2 papers. ASDFGHJKL. Missed the golden chance to have such a beautiful number on my report book. ): But well at least overall was quite good hoho, totally didn't expect that MSG so I have no complains about my results at all. (: First time I have that MSG printed black and white on my report book, so I daresay my academic stuffs in Nanyang ended on a really good note. (:

Then it was all the mad Chinese lessons this week. They were honestly good but became torturous when you are sleepy, hungry, and freezing cold from the LT aircon. Felt a bit bad towards yls for not being exactly super focused when doing my stuffs. Aigo might just get my retribution when I get back my Os results. And oddly enough I have more confidence for French than Chinese. WTH right!

CLASS OUTING TODAY WAS AWESOME! Love the concept of being allowed to go anywhere as a class. Makes me feel that the school management really views us as 'young ladies' already HAHA. Though it was quite mind-wrecking to think of places that could accomodate the whole class, but the outing was awesomeeee! Taking public bus as a class is way cooler than taking some school chartered bus! The people on the bus were giving us this incredulously shocked expression as our whole class got up a particular bus one by one. SUPER FUNNY LA. And the driver had to wait quite long for all of us to get up the bus. Being smart sanba-ers, we pro-ly choped a shelter all for ourselves and started opening bridge gambling dens, like 3 groups of people playing bridge hoho. And Mrs Lai didn't stop us but instead wanted to learn! DAMN COOL SIA! Feasting while playing bridge was awesome, felt like some epic food machine chomping down so much chips HAHA.

AND THEN DOUBLE CYCLING WITH CALLIE! At first she totally couldn't control the double bike, but soon enough she managed to WHOOOTS. Super awesome biking with her hahah though abit scary she'll wobble sometimes D: 吓死我了! And I still feel zibei that I can't cycle, thankully there's such thing as double bikes HAHA. Eh but isn't double bikes more fun? Like you have a companion to talk to while cycling, compared to cycling yourself, though it's nice and peaceful but abit lonely? No? Okay maybe it's just me hm. BUT THE STUPIAK CYCLING MADE MY BUTT SO PAIN AIGO. Is it just my weight or there's some physics theory that the more you cycle the more pressure your butt exerts on the bicycle's seat? Okay I'm just being lame ignore me LOL.

YAYYY TO AWESOME CLASS OUTING 408 IS THE LOVE! :D AND NOOO TOMORROW WHYYY NOOOOO T.T Though I'm tired and I really wanna sleep cause of today's super tiring but fun outing, but once I sleep tomorrow will come really quickly and poof away as usual OMG NOOOO!!