wow, can't believe it. cai jiaolian stepped on my leg during split. again. wow. great. at this rate i'm either going to have some serious knee pain or my split will be super pro. shall see how many consecutive trainings he does it. however this time was worse. cause on tue he was holding up my hand, so i couldn't do anything. but this time he didn't, and i had to hold my hands 90 degree up, and not touch the ditan, in other words, to presevere while he was pressing, adding weight, and i was going down down down.

haha today yy and i were listing out the pros and cons for joining council, and she was telling me her weird fetish. haha. and turned out that there was only ONE pro for joining council versus more than ten cons.

PROS: good for portfolio => good for scholarships

CONS:
must be guai
affect cca
affect academics
will be super busy => no time to slack and watch variety shows, eg. britains got talent
teacher will have super high expectations of you => the teacher will notice you most of the time
have to buy new council uniform => waste money $$$
have to tuck in council uniform => ma fan
cannot have too low ankle socks
cannot break any school rules
council uniform have sleeves => very hot!
have to be super enthu all the time
have to be really articulate
hair must be really neat all the times
cannot flame people on blogs
....and the list goes on and on....

so.. that's why i droppped out of council! and i strongly believe that I MADE THE RIGHT DECISION!! i shall be more than happy to stay as a psl! :D haha lols yy follow your heart, do what your heart wants you too!

i'm not trying to discourage the rest from joining council. cause as long as you have the passion, do go all out for it. but i don't really have the passion or interest for council, unlike psl that's why!

it's really nice to have people supporting your decision. so far carol was the first and yy was the second. cause when i told carol that i smsed the councillor to dropped out, she was like yes i would do the same thing! :D but for yy at first she was asking me why i dropped out, i shouldn't dropped out etc. but amazingly today she was telling me to brainwash her to drop out haha! and well for the rest, it's the same: why you drop out? you shouldn't! you can one! etcetc. and they'll all give me that very shocked and curious look. o.O

oh during ivp was super funny. cause xuedi's group brought a barbie doll for their ivp prototype. and what i always like to do to dolls is see if they can do a split. i know i'm weird. and i'll see how much they can split haha. so i was doing that do xuedi's group barbie, and apparently it could split more than 200 degrees! O.O oh and then i was doing something and suddenly the chest part of the clothes came apart. revealing that part. haha and yueling and ling an and i were laughing really madly. until ms ye had to come and glare at me.

ahh this is my current favourite song! Fight The Bad Feeling나쁜 마음을 먹게해 by T-Max! lols yueling says it's a gay song. hmmm the dance is ok, but i LOVE the song! especially the chorus! it was stucked in my head during trainings today!



<3 oh and the rapper is woobin in boys over flowers! haha!