i'm so proud of myself! haha. nothing much though.. just the fact that i managed to sight read three piano pieces successfully in 30min! kim bum soo's bogoshipda, taeyeon's can you hear me and a grade 6 exam piece. damn happy okay. i'm not trying to show off. really. cause i give up on pieces i can't sight read easily and only go back to them a few weeks after. and to be able to sight read three pieces in one day is really something extraordinary to me. especially that grade six piece. i totally don't know how it sounds like unlike the other two pieces, and it's quite fun to sight read that piece! cause the fingerings were quite fun haha! i kinda semi-perfected these three pieces already! ^^

pe was boring. omg softball. ><

math sia presentation was interesting! the carplate number and birthday. really interesting! haha. but i'm kinda nervous cause i'll be most probably presenting tomorrow and the way ms teng asks weird questions is quite freaky. like why does this formula/method work. HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO ANSWER HER QUESTION?! the formula/method works because it works?!?!

haha then during lunch i started wanting to step on ellen's shoes. it began when i accidentally stepped on her shoes and she had difficulty putting her shoes back. so her foot was kinda out of the shoe. so i wanted to make it balanced by stepping on the other shoe. i failed for three times consecutively, and only after the third try did ellen realise what i was doing haha!

it's quite interesting sitting with qiuhao these two days. poor her have to be alone the next three days. and it's funny to imagine how the past two days the tables in the middle of the class is totally empty, as compared to last semester when both people in the middle of the class are sleeping like logs. haha.

then after school jaime told me about council results. omg i can't believe i didn't know about the results in the first place! i felt so jing di zhi wa. and how they 'segregate' the people who got in and those who didn't to break the news to them is kinda scary. maybe it's the best way though, cause i think it's really hard to announce these kind of results. congrats to those who got in and for those who didn't, it's not the end of the world.

i was telling yy that, somehow when i see all these council activities or councillors, i'll start wondering if i made the right choice in the first place. it's kinda like regretting if i made a harsh decision back then. then i'll start thinking about expectation + stress, it'll kinda 'console' me. and then it'll turn into telling myself it's impossible to get in in the first place (look at all the people in it) why am i having these ridiculous thoughts. and it'll end up with me thinking maybe i can aim for BEL and/or PSL EXCO. haha. i have experienced these 'stages' quite a number off time. and i did today, again.